Bad day

Really a bad day.

i thought of saving some money, so i took a bus to the clinic. and who knows, i overshot and ended up taking a cab.

was in the clinic for 4 hrs plus, and i thought about something that happened yesterday. the thought of it bugged me for my entire waking moment at the clinic. i still couldn't accept this. what's the fuck is wrong with me? :(

i thought about the lame shit we shared. the eating sessions. the gossip sessions. the heart-to-heart talk sessions. the secretive secrets. until tears were filled to the brim of my eyes.

i am not exaggrating. i really have no idea that this will hit me this hard. the feeling is so horrible. to date, don't you think you should give me a satisfying explanation?

i am feeling damm lousy now. and i need to talk to someone -YOU.

sidetrack a bit, i told mimi when i have a daughter, i am gonna named her piano tan. guess what the bugger said? he wants a son call guitar tan. knn. then we can open music school already.

i'm gonna take a good rest tonight, tml,friday,saturday and sunday. i think my body needs it.

G'night world.