Was at mount faber with Robin and co till wee hours in the morning! haha. it's so nice to sleep! ahaha. at least i've a few plans for this coming week! no more nua-ness. last week of enjoyment before i start work on the 7th. and i am having hair disaster again! damm. most probably will head down to the salon to straighten it tml.and it's 4:26pm, i spent almost 1/2 the day laughing. =D . i need more sleep. so i guess i am heading back to bed. good night.

As said, was out in town with miss lee and kenny. although it's just a short 4 hours (we met ard 6pm), the shopping was fruitful for me! i am sooo sorry to make them wait while i kept trying and trying! haha. and suprisingly, jonathan and ah kang came and fetch me back.

alright. my aunt's coming over to my place later. and will be meeting Nick for 85 at night. yums.

p/s: i think the worse kind of pain, is the one when u literally feel the pain but you can't cry it out or nothing seems to soothe it. and this feeling is the feeling you left behind, with all your lies.

Statement of the year.

By Hao.

"Shellen, 想不到您也有今天.没有东西做到跟我们出来."

okiedokie. town with miss lee and kenny later. <3

SEE!WE TOOK A BUS! haha. was out with jonathan and hao for pool but i was busy with my pyramid bloxx. i finally broke jon's 1431,38 combos with my 2534, 52 combos but it was not saved inside! i might have accidentally ended the game. :( and after hao dropped us off, h2h for jon and me. appreciate it.thks puss. we're always on the same boat! haha. but i guess with this kind of boat, it will be good if we just let it sink. ;)

alritey. dinner with sandy tml later. needa cut my hair and get some products from dr ong.

yawns. my eyelids are getting heavy. G'night eartlings.

loves.

Yesterday, Jonathan and i actually took a bus to bugis to find hao. yes. stop blinking. jonathan and i took a BUS! ha. but in the end, we still succumb to the temptation of taking cab back. i borrowed a book from library today. it's titled "101 really important things you already know,but keep forgetting". quite inspirational if you ask me. might go photocopy the whole book. i keep having dizzy spells this few days and it's coming back every now and then! i am going to force myself to the doc soon and i hate spending on medical stuff. even it's a mere $50? but it's damm irritating. $50 can buy me 2.5 books or a nice top. alritey. off to get ready to meet jonathan. i think we are trying to take a bus again.

1) Oh mine! It's already the last pack already!!!
2) Only left two packs and u're still hesitating??!
3) Left 3 packets alrdy! better start saving up!
4) One pack has alrdy been bought away! It will be finishing soon!
5) Unable to translate. Robin, Liang and i have eaten it up and threw the wrapper away.

7 ways to cultivate a mental attitude that will bring you peace and happiness...

rule 1
let's fill our minds with thoughts of peace,courage,health and hope,for "our life is what our thoughts make it."

rule 2
let's never try to get even with our enemies,because if we do we will hurt ourselves far more than we hurt them.let's do as general eisenhower does: let's never waste a minute thinking about people we don't like.

rule 3
A) instead of worrying about ingratitude,let's expect it. let's remember that jesus healed ten lepers in one day - and only one thanked him. why should we expect more gratitude than jesus got?
B) let's remember that the only way to find happiness is not to expect gratitude - but to give for the joy of giving.
C) let's remember that gratitude is a "cultivated" trait; so if we want our children to be grateful,we must train them to be grateful.

rule 4
count your blessings - not your troubles!

rule 5
let's not imitate others.let's find ourselves and be ourselves. for "envy is ignorance" and "imitation is sucide".

rule 6
when fate hands us a lemon,let's try to make lemonade.

rule 7
let's forget our own unhappiness - by trying to create a little happiness for others. "when you are good to others,you are best to yourself."

I am soooo happy! i found the perfectttt pants to match with my heels for tml when i head down to sign the contract!!! woo-hooo!!!

I had yummy dim sum for breakkie earlier on. but the bun like shit cause there's spring onion and onion inside. eeeek! and i feel so fat! i can literally feel my tummy expanding! tsk tsk. and 2 more weeks to go. how am i going to spend my timeeee?? :( so many holiday plans down the drain.... and next pathetic trip outta spore is jb with sabby on the 30th. but nvm luh...i needa raid etude house and skin food. and i loveeee tt woman of minee. pardon me again, i am high on ______ AGAIN. shit. i needa check myself in to the rehab centre soon.

tata.

No one can understand this, like we do.

i ♥ u.

My voice sounds so hoarse today! must be ginger's yummy unbaked oreo cheesecake too rich alrdy! or could it be ...............

botak jones with my 2 darling boys in the evening! HAHA!

loves.

p/s: you know, when there is too much information coming in at one go, and i couldn't absorb or accept it, i chose to give up. (: i know u're reading this.

There seems to be 1000000000000000 elephants pounding on my head and heart now. boo!

p/s: Happy b'day mummy! i heart you many many!

Treated my mum to the lunch buffet at quality hotel earlier on. nothing fanciful, like the way she likes it. (: it's her birthday tomorrow you see.

hp no batt,
camera no batt,
mp3 no batt,

a lot of charging to do today!

and to charge myself up too. haha!

will post up the picture later on if i am not too lazy!

and the b'day cake for my mum this year is Hilton's carrot cake! yummy!

bye! my eyes are closingggg......

I am craving for oreo cheesecake!

Service and bugis-ed today with one of my favourite girls. (:

this week is like a damm swayyyyyyyyyyy week can.let's hope i will have a better one next week! and i want to name my daughter Heidi Tan! hee hee. and if i have a son.... i shall name it Michael Jackson Tan. okay. he will probably hate me for this. okay. nvm. ignore me. i am high on ________ again.

have a blessed week ahead, people. (:

It bores the name of the person i need. (:

I don't know how to handle it anymore. Who can i actually trust and talk to?

It's like a dream come true and i wish i could hold on to this perfect dream.

OUCH! there are two fierce looking bilsters on my feet! town-ed with sabby earlier on. i brought her to the shou gong mian stall too! she loveee it as much as i do! hee hee. and i spent again today! shit.wanted to get that chomel watch i was eyeing the other day, but oos. :( oh! btw, my trusty greenie's strap broke off again and there's no more left in the adidas warehouse. :( :( and anyone is nice to help me collect my jeans from ION?? i am not stepping into town again! too much damage done there. ok. i am going to take a nap! pretty worn out from the stress and dissapointment i had this morning and all the laughter and crap sabbby has given me! 85 with nick later on. slurrrrppppssss.

loves.

p/s: i am not kidding abt the collection of my jeans! any kind souls out there??

i feel like doing sth to my hair. i am so sick of this style! have been like that since i was 16?! soooooooooooooooooooo boring.

Service for today was AWESOME!!! the speaker is so hilarious! aftermath was mac lunch with sandy and i finally figure out how the monopoly thingy works. walked ard and we headed to ikea to get my candles. was supposed to meet loong and hh for botak jones but i am not feeling too well. :( but i am heading out for a quick dinner with liang and robin soon! needa fill my tummy afterall! and i am listening to the cd sandy bought for me! a freaking 3 disc compliation! AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!

I am very (x infinity) bored.
i hope it will rain cats and dogs soon.
so that i will feel better staying at home.
if not, i am gonna join miss lee and co at powerhouse later on.

ADD-ONS
just got back from meeting robin! this is what i call telepathy. (: and i am going to meet nick soon for our favourite fish soup! i hate him luh. always tempting me with food! haha. for some reason, i am soooooooooooooo happy now. =D and i am sure miss lee is having fun at powerhouse now!

My legs are so freaking sore! it was a busyyyyy day over at cottage.p! many huge orders and the flow of customers never stopped! and we have to do OT. i think i am getting old! :( but thankfully, it's gonna be my last day of helping out at cottage.p this coming monday!

and had teppanyaki lunch with lionel yesteday before he sent me to cottage.p. shopped a little as well! (:

and nick says his love for me is based on how much i charged his card! haha. the more i used it, the more he loves me. don't u just love someone like that? ;) nick, are u seeing this? can u pass me ur card like now?

okiedokie. some viwawa before i head off to bed.

and i have a very weird dream last night! i dreamt i got married, and guess who is the groom? it's freaking li nanxing! lmao can!

Aren't kids just so cute? and that's my favourite girl! aftermath, shopping with besty (oh i mean rebecca. i am trying hard not to be nicknames/petnames here!) and a good dinner. found a new steamboat place. not bad! and it's cheap. $18.80, including free flow of drink. i forgot to take note of the name, but just ask me if u wan2 go. hee hee. i am dead tired. dead broke as well. shit. shopping really kills.

Have it ever occur to YOU that,

i might be tired,
i might want to give up,
and that
i might not want to wait anymore?

i am sooooooooo fulllll now. i came back at around 2.15am just now! it's really shit man. i've been staying out till wee hours for the past month! firstly, my mum is not happy about it and secondly it's like super bad for my health luh!!! anyway, was out with nick for a late dinner at 85 ard 10pm, den afterwhich we came back to pass mummy the food i bought for her before leaving for mount faber. haha. and guess what? after mount faber, we went to eat our favourite fish soup again!!!

i keep saying i must do sth abt my weight,
i keep saying i must not stay out so late anymore as i needa tune my biological clock back,
but...
ALL SAY ONLY!!!!

i thought i could be home by 12am just now, but i was wrong cause lewis and hao were sitting at the usual place! haha. anyway, was out in town/vivo with lionel earlier on! the damages done are oh-so-shiok! haha. but i didn't get any clothings though! :( and as can be seen from the photos, i got a new planner! was contemplating whether to get tt since i need to look more professional at work, but who cares!? hee hee. better start using before i reach 25? actually, i sort of regretted not using those cutsey prints wallet when i was in sec sch? i was alrdy using pierre cardin (read:trying to act mature) when i was in sec 1, and i totally regret it! now fancy me using a cutsey wallet? no way! too old for that.waiting for my hair to dry before i sleep. pretty worn out from all the walking!

G'night people!