Time to change

i used to be able to hide my feelings. for instance, if i am not happy/angry/don't like a particular person, i will keep my mouth shut. but now it seems i've lost the ability to keep my feelings to myself! marcus said to jason (i was meeting him for the very first time) "hey jason, you're damm lucky. shellen is in a good mood today so she won't blows up at you! " am i really that scary nowadays? i guess there's some room for improvement here!

p/s: don't disappoint me tomorrow. if not, i'm not keeping and holding on to my promise anymore. i really mean it this time.