Shellen says:

i called robin and my call went unanswered.
i couldn't slp. when i close my eyes,
i blame myself for the fall.
i am so damm bloody upset nw.
big log, can't u see the leaves is not as green?
why must history always repeat itself? when i try to repent the 2nd round,
it ended up the same way hw the 1st time was.
WHY?!
WHY?!
WHY?!
WHY?!